Jack J. Siltman

I've seen enough,,pain in my time Long nights when the shadows came to life And my demons walked by my side Cause somethings broken in In my mind,, in my mind In my mind,, I feel only pain

Chorus: So go away,, And leave me to die alone And I will go,, forever into the unknown And I don't care I'm never going to be around again

These past mistakes have shown How much I should have known I will not fucking be around For this misery life makes with With its time,,all the time All the time, I takes it every day

Chorus: So go away,, And leave me to die alone And I will go,, forever into the unknown And I don't care I'm never going to cry for you again,

So Don't act like you don't know Just How far i would go To set these demons free only one way I ca I can see, I can see I can see all of my demons walk with So run away And flee for your lives And now it's time For me feast on all your minds I don't care I will be here till the end of Time

Tried to play a happy song But I knew that something was wrong Looked at you and your beautiful eyes,,flipped me off and you told me to die

Thought I loved you thought I needed you Found nothing but pain without you You ran off again with my best friend Thought you'd be laughing in the end

Now I'm playing up on this stage Feel the love and forget all the pain I can't forget your beautiful face When they threw you ass out of the place

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Thought I loved you thought I needed you Found nothing but pain without you You ran off again with my best friend Thought you'd be laughing in the end

Wasn't thinking things would end this way But I love to play for days And I love traveling round Knowing that your not where around me

Thought I loved you thought I needed you Found nothing but pain without you You ran off again with my best friend Looks like im laughing in the end

I pushed the needle,,Into my arm again I disregard the protests from my mind I couldn't help but grin when I seen the red mix in It burns as it's pumped they my blood

Soon came the rush But the spin was too much I knew them that something wasn't right I closed my eyes,,I tried to fight But I could not gain control

No more pain,, I couldn't hear the rain I did too much this time When the darkness cleared A figure appeared He told me what was to come

I begged them to forgive I begged them to let me live He shook his head and walked back through the gates I could see them all inside See the rage in their eyes They smiled as they cast me aside

I heard my name above the crys of pain This fear i can not explain I awoke with a scream it was all just a dream You would not believe what I seen Reality set in my relief was short lived The needle still hung from my arm I remembered all the pain Swore id quit that day I never want to go to that place I should be ashamed cause I just hit the vein One last rush in heavens name

Is this all just a waist of time These thoughts just pouring out my mind Every time I turn around My life's burned to the ground

You'll never take this away from me I'll show you how much you can bleed I never needed nobody, You don't know what she means to me

Every time I make her smiles,, My fucking heart goes wild, The girls been my ride or die I kinda like her by my side

You'll never take this away from me I'll show you how much you can bleed I never needed nobody, You don't know what she means to me

I was dying when she found Me crawling on the ground My heart had been torn out It was nowhere to be found

Now she running by my side We took over the nights Seems to think I'm worth her time Hurt this girl and you will die

You'll never take this away from me I'll show you how much you can bleed I never needed nobody,

You don't know what she means to me

You don't know what she means to me x3

I didn't know,, I was too young,, I should have never gotten you spun,, I could tell right away from the look in your eyes,, you fell in love with my fucking jib pipe,,

And now i—i—i, I sit all in this room and get high,, because i— i—-i–i,, can't seem to get you out of my mind and i—i—-i–i—i, I load my spoon with the tears that I cry

Now I've changed my ways,, so long ago,, I look in your eyes and I already know,, where you have been and what you have seen,, don't tell me your problems they don't matter to me

Now I go back to my room and I just want to cry,, because,, I can't get you out of my mind,, and now I load my spoon but I still don't know why

so many things you will never know you left me for dope and my fucking heart broke,,in goes the needle away goes the pain,, I never want to be sober again,,

and now I ,, I sit in this room and I spin in my mind,, and I,, I think of your smile and your beautiful eyes,, because I,, I remember you back when you were so full of life

But now I moved on and my life I can't stand,, and I can no longer recall your name,, believe me I think that is a fucking shame